Narasimha - Who Chose to Stay with his Mother Adya as that One Simha beside her.

Narasimha - Who Chose to Stay with his Mother Adya as that One Simha beside her.

Lately I was feeling very down and sick for many days my strength kept dwindling and with it my sadhana too showing up in front of the deity became a struggle still I went and did what I could on most days and carried on with my life.

Many years back before I got to know Guruji while I was travelling in between various paths of spirituality a powerful kavacham protected me in times of distress when I never even knew what it was in depth and it was none other than Narasimha Kavacham , my kula deiva was from Shiva parivar and yet I was attracted to him when I began enquiring about it to my family elders I came to know that my mother's side kula deiva was Narasimha but since after marriage the kuladeiva changes for a woman therefore my father side one is what takes power is what I was informed, the one thing I could see was my mother's side never really properly worshipped their kuladeiva more like they traversed far away from it , I could never make sense of it why I felt the connect with him but yet I felt deep within he cares for me.

Post which meeting Guruji I still revered Lord Narasimha but my worship traversed to Lord Skandha and Maa Adya but still carried out with a Narasimha Kavacham after every prayer but it gradually dwindled and changed to kandha sashti kavacham or Kali kavacham in the recent days , but recently when I had to write a generic article somehow I chose to write about Prahladha's devotion the article got a lot of views than my usual ones somehow this made the belief strong that I was watched over by him.

Today as I sit to write this while I was sick again , one brother I respect the most reminded me and asked me the question are you doing the kavacham regularly ? For which my answer was no then he replied why don't you do it ? I was sick and tired and had no energy left to even chant and I slept but to my utter surprise I was woken up in the middle of the night and just sat there with groggy eyes suddenly I got the urge to recite the Narasimha kavacham and started to do it and to my surprise in my mind's eye there was Lord Narasimha in the Simha sitting next to Maa Adya the more I recite the more I see him in that one lion next to her , I always used to wonder why was that lion chained to Maa and why did he come to Guruji to stay with Maa but could never figure out until today it was him , Lord Narasimha Maa Adya's son just like Skandha who stays below he too stays alongside her as she has chosen to rise in this form he silently stays beside her all the while staying inconspicuous , his form was taken for one devotee and his fierce love embodies the very love his Mother taught him and this Divine revelation leaves me in nothing but pure reverence to the Divine Mother Maa AdyaMahakali and his son Lord Narasimha Dev.

He was right there all along but I could never see him until today.

Sometimes I feel I maybe Mad to think things like this but what could I do I prefer being Mad over the Divine , than being sane as per the norms of the Society because afterall I belong to the Khepa Family 😊

Jai Maa 🌺 🙏🏻