KARTHAR(கர்த்தர்)AND KALI(காளி)- My Life Experiences
I being born as a Hindu ended up studying in a Christian convent and hence in my early years were greatly influenced by the teachings of Christ....in Tamil he is called Karthar...
All through my childhood and Teenage I was a devout follower of his teachings and devoted to Karthar , very much to the dismay of my orthodox Hindu father, My procedural collapse there attains completion here today ..
I came to her after hoops and turns but when I reached her feet, the path ahead was crystal clear except for the fact that why did I worship Karthar/Christ if my path was meant to be her, this thought plagued me ...before in moments of panic and fear I always used to say these lines in Tamil : "yesuvin rathathiruku jayam meaning glory/victory to the blood of jesus" it was meant and taught to me when I was young that when I utter these words I will be protected and hence this became a subconscious response that I always catch myself uttering it in chaos till today , she answered my question very beautifully how I was always hers
1. Karthar - Ka
Kakaravarnasarvangi
2. The lines I said describing the blood of Karthar /Christ - RAKTHA - So many names corresponding to the Blood, Bloodline in the Sahasranamavalli of Maa showing that she is the Blood of Karthar and all awhile without my knowledge I Kept calling my Divine Mother only...
I could go on but I am not writing this to belittle anyone's faith or religion but my own experience with my Divine Mother, I respect every faith but now I have grown higher to realize that every faith is her every path is her ...She is PARASANATANI the one who is all...
Thus showing me long back I may have worshipped her in another name and another form but ultimately she showed me it was all her in the END, because this is the beginning towards the Ultimate Grand End ....Towards...KALI....
Dissolution unto Her...
Jai Maa Adya MahaKali 🌺🙏🏻
- By Swetha Shisya of Gurudev Shri Praveen Radhakrishnan