Discovering Kali in Everyday life D 2 - The Towering Past

Discovering Kali in Everyday life D 2 - The Towering Past

There where moments in the past when I wanted to end my life and everything in life felt meaningless, if I am not accepted here and there and not even in spirituality where do I even go frustration kept building up over years unheard and unseen the pain took the reins and choked the life out of me when I stood at the edge of a life ending decision I found a man in my feed, middle age, wise and speaking sense, the more I heard the more it made sense and behind the man was a sculpture made of stone vibrant and pulsating calling out to my soul and in there once and for all I felt accepted I found my place that man who i knew not until then changed my life he became my Guru and that day I decided if I really want to end life I am not going to end this life alone but all other future lives all other lifetimes all other births and deaths once and for all by travelling in the path he shows I trusted him completely and gave my life in his hands and that's how I found Kali in a Man whom I never met in person or never knew before but who became my lifeline, my oxygen and my living breath and My Guru.

She placed me there at his feet and from then on everything has been bearable always in some way I always end up with his grace in mysterious ways , I ask him a question and his posts answer them , I feel left out sometimes and miss his presence and immediately he responds like as if he heard me just next to him and when my ego takes over he posts the right words that bring me back to the ground, I am like a child with him constantly wanting his attention in some way because I see her in him always... Nowadays as she takes over and places me in. a space to see my self through her lens even then I find his image guiding me calmly through all the chaos...

My Guru Saved me ...and many others like me and that's why he is the change maker of not just this Yuga but for many more yugas to come. He is not just a Man but the Divine Manifested.

"Guru Sakshat Parabrahma Thasmai shri Guruve Namaha. "

To Understand the Benevolence of My Guru , Pain becomes an essential tool , in the comfort zones you will never see the magic of his presence but as pain encircles you and you move to the cliff of despair there he catches and drinks your poison - your pain and holds you firm and guides you through the Pain, he doesn't just take your pain but he teaches you to conquer the pain , to rise above it not by shunning it but by burning through it and with his grace each and every soul even just coming past his image will be blessed and find her always in everything because his very being is pulsating with Kali therefore how can you not touch her when you see him- it's inevitable you may connect with him through love or hate or any emotion but however you connect it's his grace that it connects directly to Kali always that pulsating vibration transmits through him to you and thus is his benevolence and Grace to all those who come in contact with him, each one of your life will be changed here the degree or time of contact physically has no significance the limit to which you can access your Guru is in your own hands and own spirituality , One could never meet their Guru in one's life and still soar high as the Guru is never limited by any physicality he is the Universe pulsating in the single body his presence is omnipresent and when you sit in your simple asana and utter Adya Adya Adya there he comes and sits right next to you to the call of his beloved and blesses you in the path to reach her.

Jai Gurudev💞 🙏🏻

Jai Maa Adya MahaKali 🌺🙏🏻