Control.
You think you’re in control of yourself?
Think again.
Now, think again.
You’re not in control of anything.
This fragile illusion you call “life”—even that isn’t truly yours to command.
You believe you’re still when you’re not moving. But even in stillness, you’re in motion.
The Earth rotates around the Sun.
The Sun hurtles through space at 828,000 km/h, orbiting the galaxy.
And this galaxy? It’s racing at 2.1 million km/h toward a mysterious force — a gravitational anomaly scientists call the Great Attractor.
Its nature? Still unknown.
As if that weren’t enough, the very fabric of space is expanding at 73 km/second.
7 + 3 = 10 → 1 + 0 = 1.
The First Mahavidya: KAALI.
That anomaly, that incomprehensible force, is pulling not just one, not two, not hundreds—
but thousands of galaxies toward itself.
Sit with that.
Think. Reflect.
You don’t even control your direction.
You don’t even choose where you’re going.
The longing to surrender—to let go—is not weakness.
It is the highest grandeur.
Surrender to the movements of the Unknown.
Surrender to Maa—and Bhairava will take you to Her.
Here enters the truth about free will and control.
There comes a moment in life when you can look back and see clearly—
none of it happened by your will.
Not the joy. Not the pain. Not the lessons.
All was divine orchestration.
That’s when Her shadow begins to appear, woven through every moment.
Until then, you can cling to the illusion that you are the doer…
Or you can surrender—and ask Her to reveal Herself.
Sharan Singh
Shree Gurubhyo Namah
Bhairavakaalike Namostute
Jai Maa Adya.
- By Sharan Singh Shisya of Gurudev Shri Praveen Radhakrishnan